Thinking Out Loud

Thinking Out Loud

I’m Jen Bergman, a professional runner, a first-time blogger and full-time employee at FlipBelt here to bring you the honest truth about my journey to reach my full potential as a marathoner. Reach my full potential? What does that mean? Hopefully for me it means becoming an Olympian after I compete in the 2020 Marathon Olympic Trials. I realize the stats for becoming an Olympic Athlete are 0.000001%. You have one shot every 4 years to be the very best in your country and then hopefully the world. Luckily this is my second shot. My very first Marathon was the 2016 Olympic Trials where I finished 61st place. That’s 58 spots lower than what you need to make it to the Olympics. So going off of my finish in 2016, that raises my chances to a whopping 1.639% of becoming an Olympian this next time around. However making it to the Olympics isn’t a lottery, it isn’t about percentages and getting lucky, it’s about persistence, hard work and a whole lot of UPS and DOWNS.  Anyone that is a runner can relate to the roller-coaster journey of just making it to the dang start line of a goal race.

Running is a funny thing, even though it hurts and it takes up all of your free time and energy, it makes you feel invincible.

 

I relocated to Boulder, CO three months ago to chase my Olympic Dreams. I found a company to work for that supports my crazy goals and training schedule. In a recent conversation with my co-worker, he asked me “why are you training for the Olympics Trials?”....the answer is obviously “to make the Olympic Team”.....he responded “but why?”. That’s not a question I get asked very often, but I do have an answer because I’ve asked myself the same question 1,000 times. I realize in 10 months when the Olympic Trials come around there’s a high probability it won’t be me headed to Tokyo to compete in the Olympics after the Trials. I could finish 4th place, or 61st place again, or I could be injured. Making it to the start line isn’t guaranteed. So I think my answer to his question is similar to why anyone starts the long and painful journey of finishing a marathon, it’s to reach my full potential. I want to finish the Olympic Trials and be able to say "that was the very best runner I could be on this day", "I gave it everything I had". I try and apply this to everything I do because when I look back, I'll be able to know I gave it my very best, under all circumstances and in all conditions. Then I’ll be so grateful for how far I’ve come, no matter what the outcome. I want to use this experience, passion and motivation to share it with everyone I can.

 

My other passion besides a ridiculous amount of running is helping other people do a ridiculous amount of running. Running is addicting, I’ve hooked hundreds of people to it by coaching group fitness classes for three years when I previously lived in Portland, OR. I’ve learned that when  someone chases after a goal (literally) they start to realize their potential is higher than they ever imagined, and those people inspire me everyday. When I started coaching I had a client who had never run a full mile in their entire life. They recently finished a full marathon.  'Some runs make you feel defeated, but every run makes you stronger. One run can change your day, but many runs can change your whole life.​

I'm here to share with you why I run, why do you run?

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